[Intro]
I just wanna be happy… why can’t I just be happy…
[Verse 1]
Woke up smiling in my dreams but the mirror shows the lie
Everything feels grey and dead no matter how hard I try
[Pre-Chorus 1]
The world keeps spinning but I’m stuck in this numb cage
One puff and the colors bleed the pain just melts away
[Chorus 1]
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY BUT I CAN’T WITHOUT THE GREEN
GOTTA SMOKE GOTTA SMOKE GOTTA SMOKE TO FEEL ANYTHING
The high is the only light in this endless fucking night
[Verse 2]
Tried the therapy tried the pills tried to fake the smile
But the emptiness keeps screaming louder every mile
[Pre-Chorus 2]
My hands are shaking my mind is breaking I’m losing control
Without that smoke I’m just a ghost with a dying soul
[Chorus 2]
I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY BUT THE WORLD WON’T LET ME BE
GOTTA SMOKE GOTTA SMOKE GOTTA SMOKE OR I’LL CEASE TO BE
FUCK THIS SOBER HELL IT’S KILLING ME ALIVE
[Manic Bridge]
I swear I’ll quit tomorrow… HA HA HA… just one more bowl…
I swear I’ll be happy sober… LIAR LIAR LIAR…
GOTTA SMOKE GOTTA SMOKE GOTTA SMOKE RIGHT NOW
[Psychotic Breakdown]
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
I CAN’T BE HAPPY WITHOUT IT I CAN’T I CAN’T I CAN’T
GOTTA SMOKE GOTTA SMOKE GOTTA SMOKE GOTTA SMOKE
IT’S THE ONLY WAY IT’S THE ONLY WAY AAAAAAHHHHH
I’M FUCKING TRAPPED IN THIS GREEN CLOUD FOREVER
[Shattered Outro]
…just wanna be happy…
BUT I CAN’T… GOTTA SMOKE… FOREVER…