[Hook]
Clouds in my chest weigh a thousand tons
Laugh track plays but the joke ain’t fun
Smile stitched wrong, threads come undone
Never happy, never happy, till the sunrise burns
[Verse 1]
Room spins slow like a broken fan
Ceiling leaks tears I don’t understand
Mirror shows a ghost wearing my skin brand
Pockets full of ash from bridges I banned
Clock ticks loud, each second a brand
Burn mark on my brain where hope once ran
Voices in the static keep calling my name
Saying sink deeper, this joy is a scam
I count cracks in the wall like sheep made of pain
Every tally mark bleeds when the night train slams
[Pre-Hook]
Tape keeps skipping on the same dark frame
Glitch my heartbeat, distort the shame
808 rattles the windowpane
Rage flip coming, let the storm proclaim
[Hook]
Clouds in my chest weigh a thousand tons
Laugh track plays but the joke ain’t fun
Smile stitched wrong, threads come undone
Never happy, never happy, till the sunrise burns
[Verse 2]
Pills taste like rust on a dead end tongue
Shadows do push-ups while I come undone
Dreams sold cheap to the midnight pawn
Wake up poorer, still no dawn
Keyboard glow paints my face corpse neon
Typing sorry to ghosts that already moved on
Refrigerator hum sings the same sad song
Leftovers of feelings growing cold and wrong
I wear exhaustion like a crown of thorns
King of nothing on a throne of scorn
[Bridge]
Why does breathing feel like debt
Every inhale regret, exhale threat
Tape wobbles, reality bends
Rage drop incoming, no pretend
[Drop]
Scream it out till the walls cave in
Joy died young let the void begin
Glitch my soul till the pixels sin
Never happy this the cage im in
[Verse 3]
Rain on the glass writes suicide notes
Each drop a reminder of throats I never cut
Streetlights flicker like thoughts I forgot
Memories rot in the back of the lot
I dance alone to a broken beat
Headphones bleed till my ears retreat
Cowbell clangs like a funeral bell
Counting down seconds till I’m free from this hell
But freedom feels fake like a photoshopped sun
So I stay in the dark where the damage is done
[Final Hook]
Clouds in my chest weigh a thousand tons
Laugh track plays but the joke ain’t fun
Smile stitched wrong, threads come undone
Never happy, never happy
Never happy, never happy
Till the sunrise burns
Till the sunrise burns
Till the sunrise burns me numb
[Outro]
Never happy… never happy…
Needle lifts, silence wins again.