[Verse 1]
Mirror cracks under my fist again, shards embed in knuckles deep
Blood drips slow like the hours I can't sleep
Brain's a slaughterhouse, thoughts hang from meat hooks swinging
Voices carve commandments into gray matter, singing
Peel the skin back layer by layer just to feel something real
Exposed nerves scream louder than any pill
Veins bulge blue, begging for the blade's cold kiss
One slice vertical, watch the red river twist
Room spins with shadows that wear my face twisted wrong
They laugh while I choke on the same old song
Empty bottles rattle like bones in a grave I dug inside
No escape, just the tide of black pulling me under wide
[Pre-Chorus]
Pressure builds behind eyes, skull about to split
Fingers trace the scars, adding new ones bit by bit
[Chorus]
Fucking depressed, chest caved in, lungs full of lead
Fucking depressed, razor dance till the sheets run red
Fucking depressed, demons feast on the mess in my head
Fucking depressed, one more cut and I'll finally be dead
Fucking depressed...depressed...depressed...depressed
Echoes bounce off walls that close in tighter
Fucking depressed, light the fuse, burn brighter
[Verse 2]
Wake up tasting copper, floor sticky from last night's war
Hallucinations crawl across the ceiling, begging for more
Flesh feels foreign, like it's wearing someone else's pain
Dig nails in deep, tear chunks out to stay sane
Bathwater turns crimson, steam rising like souls released
Submerged to the neck, counting heartbeats decreased
Memories rot in the corners, maggots of regret feasting slow
Every breath a betrayal, why won't the reaper show
Pills scatter like confetti at a funeral no one attends
Swallow handfuls dry, wait for the bitter end
Walls bleed with the names of everyone I pushed away
Their ghosts press against my throat, stealing words I can't say
[Pre-Chorus]
Temperature drops, breath fogs in the summer heat
Body betrays, collapses under its own defeat
[Chorus]
Fucking depressed, chest caved in, lungs full of lead
Fucking depressed, razor dance till the sheets run red
Fucking depressed, demons feast on the mess in my head
Fucking depressed, one more cut and I'll finally be dead
Fucking depressed...depressed...depressed...depressed
Screaming into voids that swallow every plea
Fucking depressed, set the darkness free
[Verse 3]
Chain smoke till lungs collapse, ash raining on open wounds
Stare at the noose swinging like a pendulum of doom
Write farewell letters in blood across the bathroom tile
Smear them illegible, force a fractured smile
Brain matter itches, pick at it with rusted thoughts
Infected ideas spread, connecting all the dots
To a picture of me swinging, neck snapped clean
Finally quiet, finally serene
But the rope frays, the blade dulls, the pills don't take
Trapped in this corpse, forever awake
Crawl through the hours, dragging entrails of hope behind
Leaving trails for the vultures circling my mind
[Bridge]
Whispers build: do it... do it... do it...
Heartbeat slows, vision tunnels black
One last breath, clawing for a way back
But the abyss stares hungry, teeth gleaming wet
Pulls me down deeper into the debt
[Final Chorus]
Fucking depressed, chest caved in, lungs full of lead
Fucking depressed, razor dance till the sheets run red
Fucking depressed, demons feast on the mess in my head
Fucking depressed, one more cut and I'll finally be dead
Fucking depressed...depressed...depressed...depressed
No dawn coming, just eternal night
Fucking depressed, give up the fight
[Outro]