[Chorus]
Ghosts in my head keep whispering my name
Telling me I'm worthless, feeding on the shame
Reach out my hand but there's nobody there
Drowning in this silence, gasping for air
Somebody save me, I'm fading away
Begging on my knees for just one more day
Ghosts won't let go, they drag me below
Please hear me screaming-I'm too scared to go
[Verse 1]
I'm a fucking wreck, a shell with no soul
Digging my own grave in this bottomless hole
Hate what I see when I look in the glass
A coward, a failure, a stain on the past
Voices keep laughing, replaying my flaws
Every mistake like a cut from their claws
I push people away before they can leave
Build up these walls just to watch myself grieve
Hands always shaking, heart racing wild
Can't sleep without pills, haven't smiled like a child
I'm rotting inside, piece by rotting piece
Begging the darkness to grant me release
[Verse 2]
I fake all the laughs, wear the mask every day
But inside I'm crumbling, wasting away
Texted "I'm fine" when I wanted to die
Stared at the ceiling and prayed for a lie
Cut myself open just to feel something real
Blood on the tiles but the pain doesn't heal
Called out for help but my voice came out weak
Swallowed the words that I needed to speak
I'm disgusting, I'm broken, unworthy of love
A burden, a mistake sent from above
If I disappeared, would anyone care?
Or just breathe relief that I'm no longer there?
[Chorus]
Ghosts in my head keep whispering my name
Telling me I'm worthless, feeding on the shame
Reach out my hand but there's nobody there
Drowning in this silence, gasping for air
Somebody save me, I'm fading away
Begging on my knees for just one more day
Ghosts won't let go, they drag me below
Please hear me screaming-I'm too scared to go
[Verse 3]
Curled on the floor with the lights turned off low
Tears soaking sleeves as the cold starts to grow
Memories haunt me like knives in the dark
Every kind word feels like lies from the start
I ruin everything that I touch with these hands
Poison the air just by making my stand
Want to reach out but I'm terrified they'll see
The monster inside that's devouring me
I'm sorry for breathing, for taking up space
For dragging my shadow across every face
If love was a drug, I'm the worst kind of junkie
Withdrawal is killing me-nobody loves me
[Verse 4]
Writing these words like a final goodbye
Scratch them in blood 'cause the ink has run dry
Pills on the counter, rope tied too tight
Staring at both in the dead of the night
One tiny voice says "hold on, just wait"
But the ghosts scream louder-it's already too late
I'm pleading with God, with the void, with the sky
Throw me a lifeline before I decide
I don't want to do this, but I don't know how
To keep fighting demons that won't take a bow
Somebody answer, pull me from the edge
I'm slipping, I'm screaming-I'm begging, I'm pledged
[Final Chorus]
Ghosts in my head keep whispering my name
Telling me I'm worthless, lost in the blame
Reach out my hand-please grab it this time
I'm sinking in silence, running out of rhymes
Somebody hear me, I'm fading to gray
Crying out loud for just one more day
Ghosts pulling harder, I'm letting them win
If you can hear this-please pull me back in
I'm scared of the dark, I'm scared of the end
Save me from me-I'm my only false friend