https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/bare-operating-system
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/MageSail
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/holesail-browser
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/anisail
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/BridgeSwarm
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/p2ns
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/bare-browser
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/hyper-os
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/holesail-java-bindings
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/pearkan
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/peardock
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/pearCast
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/rayai
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/llama-cpp-python-djs-bot
https://git.ssh.surf/snxraven/ravenscott-rocks
[Intro]
Yeah
I dont know what to do anymore
[Verse 1]
Hundreds of thousands of hours poured on the floor
Blood sweat and soul till I cant take no more
Learning creating innovating breaking every door
Tore down million dollar concepts left em in dust
Shattered corporate walls fought for privacy and trust
Screamed against censorship till my voice went bust
Every craft I touch I master turn it to gold adjust
From scrubbing dishes Indian spot hands cracked and raw
Fastest cleanest meanest worker they ever saw
Standing guard in the night pool cleaner under blazing sun
I. T. god mode master every single one
[Pre-Chorus]
So tell me how the fuck is this shit even real
[Verse 2]
I. T. pro making half of what a social media hoe feels
Gas station worker stacking more than my whole deal
Bank account bleeding red cant even pay a meal
Why cant I buy one breath of real happiness
Why cant I save why cant I fix this fucking mess
Working every hour solo no team no crew
Just me and this brain frying slow turning blue
I am so done I just wanna end it all
Spiraling down in a freefall never break the fall
No matter what I build no matter how I ball
Every goal I chase crashes into the wall
[Chorus]
Brain fried master still swinging in the dark
Heart on fire soul torn ripped apart
Keep creating keep fighting keep bleeding for the art
Even when the whole world dont see my spark
[Verse 3]
Begged extended family for years just one visit
One sign you see me dont treat me like I aint shit
Nothing but silence left me cold alone in this pit
Six years and counting no one ever came to pick
Thought marriage would open the door to family and gate
Instead learned everybody drowning in they own hate
Everybody stuck in they own shit running late
Nobody got time nobody got space for my pain
I feel helpless gone broken empty inside
Pain so deep my mind cant even hide
Yet every morning I drag my body out the bed
Invent create pour my soul till its red
[Bridge]
Fifteen years coding late nights youth sacrificed
Built empires in the dark nobody noticed the price
Why do I keep hurting myself like this
Why wont this fucking brain just shut the fuck up and give me peace
[Chorus]
Brain fried master still swinging in the dark
Heart on fire soul torn ripped apart
Keep creating keep fighting keep bleeding for the art
Even when the whole world dont see my spark
[Outro]
Yeah
This the cry from the code from the dishes from the pain
Master of everything still losing the game
But I keep swinging
I keep swinging
Till this brain stops screaming my name